Monday, December 8, 2014
Walking through the halls is like being squeezed into a box. Granted, you’re still moving forward—unless the people in front of you have suddenly decided they are unable to put one foot in front of the other—but suffocated nonetheless. And the air is hot. Your insides are melting because someone has turned the heater just too damn high, and yes it’s winter but some people need to breathe! And those feelings you get, the ones when your skirt’s tucked into your underwear, or your pants are riding too low; those feelings are eyes and those eyes are everywhere and they’re looking and prodding and judging. Take the number of people in any given hallway, then multiply that by two; two eyes, two ruthless, outnumbering and certainly overwhelming eyes, and all you can do is cast your own to the ground and hope to God that your face is at least some slight shade milder than that of the lockers.
You’re in class now. The knot in your stomach loosens. Your mind goes to the subject. You’re fine. Your lungs fill deeply and the boa constrictor wrapped around them has released its hellish grip. To find the rate at which water fills an inverted cone, one must know the formula for the volume of a cylinder. You know it. Remember the formula! The formula is ⅓ r2h. Now solve the equation. And sit up straight.
The bell rings. You enter the hall. Don’t slouch; everyone knows that people with good posture are found more attractive than those who slouch. Suck in your stomach. Fix your shirt, it’s riding up. Keep your chin up. They’re looking at you—smile! Your abdomen grows tight, crushing, compressing the air from your lungs. It makes your head pound. He’s there, look away. Keep walking, head down, don’t make a scene. Act unaffected. Don’t cry. For God’s sake, act normal!
Last class. Focus. The symbolic significance of the rivets is the power they have to hold things together. They serve a purpose. Marlow, Kurtz, the Company, etc. use them as a desperate attempt to hold their ideals together, to keep their morals intact. It’s the glue that holds us. They’re losing that hold. They’re losing control over what they've believed to be true for so damn long. They know now that the unknown is dangerous, it’s daunting and harming and vast and full of confusion. It’s going to break. It’s breaking. They’re losing it— stop tapping your foot! They’re losing that grip on reality, the lines are blurring, the river is compressing, squeezing the life, displacing the water over the banks, expelling everything in it. The dam is broken, the walls have collapsed—no, they've burst open with this animistic imminence. Everything is revealed. People are staring. Everything is revealed.
Monday, December 1, 2014
by Samentha Charles
A convenience I am,
I think not.
A fire that burns hotter than hell melts my head.
What to you I’m nothing but an expediency to be used and manipulated.
I think not.
A game piece now,
to be moved, juggled, manipulated, engineered, or controlled.
I think not.
The death of a thousand cuts injure me at the thought of a Benedict Arnold in my presence.
Am I your privy to forever take your $#*!?
I think not.
Though I feel that I am being ripped to pieces like a middle age execution cuz of the pain you have deposited on me,
I must let it desiccate into nothingness.
You think I will keep it all inside let it accumulate blunderly,
I think not.
Saturday, October 25, 2014
It was late day. The sun was looming down upon the horizon as two men exited the tall building on Broadway St. Each carried a bag on their backs, one with loose flying pamphlets escaping from his satchel bag while the other held a mostly empty backpack with a tightly twisted close bottle on its side. Laughter erupted in the air as each one pushed the other, jesting about some sort of activity that happened prior in the brick building that was now being painted in hues of reds and orange. A gust of wind blew by the men, signalling the ending of something, and the beginning of another. It could have been the day, or it could have been the start of fall. A lone figure slumped on one of the decorative street trees, hidden in the shadows of the sun, alone. The man with the satchel stopped his jesting and slowed his pace.
“Do you see that?”
“Do I see what haha.”
“Over there under the smoking tree.”
“Probably just some bloke smoking ‘er pipe or something.”
“She’s got a jacket.”
“She needs help...”
“She looks fine.”
“Have a heart!”
“I ‘ave lines to learn. No time for the poor.”
“No, you shut up.”
“She needs help!”
“Leave the girl alone!”
The figure slumped down to the floor. Her hair falling up against gravity. Her face hidden in the darkness of the sun. Her jacket old, worn out, too big, covered with numerous holes. Her shoes cleaned and pristine, not a scratch on them, to go along with her perfectly clean white tights. There was no can near her feet. Nor was there a dirty smell about her, but here she was. Alone, sitting under the smoking tree and no one to be found. The man with the satchel walked over to her and sat down next to her, crossing his legs.
“‘Scuse me miss?”
“Are you okay?”
“Leave the girl alone.” Ordered the other man.
“Do you need help? I have food and water underneath my papers,... would you like some?”
“God dammit you never listen...”
“If you listened for once maybe you would have more people that liked you.”
“God, It’s getting dark, this street gets bad at night.”
“That’s why we need to help her...”
The man with the satchel scootched closer to the girl and extended his hand gently to brush away the locks of hair hiding her face. They were wet. Her face was streaming with tears and her large blue eyes were wide open and taking over most of her face. She was shaking uncontrollably and quiet whimpers escaped her mouth. The girl immediately pushed herself closer to the tree, hiding her face back into darkness. She slapped the man with the satchel’s hand to the ground before she extended her scraped hands with perfect nails to further cover her face.
“See, she doesn’t want help.”
“How old are you?”
“I’m 22.” the other man replied sarcastically.
“Not you the girl… Where are your parents? What school do you go to?... Do you even go to school? We can bring you home.”
“She isn’t going to listen to you for godsakes!”
“Please, just hear me out, good ole Broadway Street turns dark at night. It isn’t a place to stay, especially for you,”
“Let ‘er stay, maybe she’ll become a strumpet.”
“We can bring you into the Broadway theater if you need a place to sleep, I’m sure no one would mind if you slept in our bed- it’s just a prop.”
“Dammit, Broadway isn't a charity, it only takes the best, not street rats!”
“Please, I’m here to help.”
The girl looked out from behind her hand, her jacket falling down her arm to reveal cuts and bruises. Her jacket having little droplets of blood coating the rims of the sleeves and near the buttons. She extended her hand and pointed down the street towards a sign that had fallen off of its stand, it was rusty and bent as it gleamed in the bask of red filling Broadway street. Stop. It read.
“She wants you to leave.” The other man said as he began to walk towards the sunset.
The girl moved her hand, and gestured a vulgar hand signal down the street before she shoved her hand down the collar of her jacket to retrieve a crumpled up piece of paper. She carefully unfolded it, making sure none of the edges were to rip, and handed it to the man with the satchel, her hands shaking. On it was a flier with a dulled picture showing the theater located on 106 Broadway Street where they were right now. Below it was a picture of the man with the satchel as a young boy performing in the Sound of Music with a few other cast members from long ago. There was a gentleman next to the man with the satchel in the picture who was circled cleanly in black ink. He was young, smiling, happy,... there was a twinkle in his eye. The man with the satchel looked at the girl again, her wide blue eyes matching the gentleman’s. There was a twinkle in her eye hidden under the tears and smeared makeup. She pulled out another paper from underneath her, this one with fresh black and white ink with mostly writing on it. The girl hastily handed it to the man with the satchel, a small rip ruining the perfection of the paper. He looked down at the paper and the picture of a dull eyed man, aged in more years than he could count. After a brief pause he looked up at the girl and hugged her under the smoking tree on Broadway Street.
The faint noise of the Grandfather Clock interrupted my thoughts. I faced away from the glare of my laptop to finally observe the room that I ran into. All I had cared about when I stormed in was that I had a quiet place to write this damned story. It was due in a few days and I had absolutely no fresh ideas. For the most part the walls were covered in an old but taken care of wallpaper that had a repetitive design but in some places the wallpaper was left out and there were dark columns of wood decorating the wall. Deep red velvety curtains lines the large windows, making sure that a minimal amount of light shone through the windows. My eyes lazily found the source of the ticking. It was an aged Grandfather Clock that towered over everything in the room. It seemed to be radiating power; although the room was grand everything seemed drab compared to the Clock. The room was quiet in every aspect except for the constant ticking. I couldn’t help myself and I felt my feet dragging across the thick oriental rug. My eyes glazed over the clock. The dark mahogany reflected what little light there was in the room. My hand was rising to the Grandfather Clock. I wanted- no needed to feel the smoothness underneath my fingertips. I could only imagine.
“She’s a beauty eh?”
“Huh?” My hand hovered above the Clock, until it slowly retracted, but strangely enough I didn’t want to pull away. I looked over to my right to see a haggard old man
“The Clock. Been in this inn since 1924.” He said looking up at the face of the Clock.
“Oh. Oh the Clock. Yeah.” The man eyed me warily. He didn’t look like he belonged in this place. It was too elegant for an old wrinkled man in a flannel shirt. He shifted his weight and the floorboards creaked with displeasure.
“So do you own the inn?” I hated small talk. The only thing I needed to do was forget everything and finish my story. I had two more days to finish it and at this rate I would never finish in time. The frustration was already getting to me.
“I inherited it. You know I used to be the lobbyman, but uh since Mr. Chessman passed away, bless his soul, he gave it to me.”
“Oh, that’s nice of him. I really wish I could stay and chat but I’ve got to keep writing.” I pointed my thumb back towards the glow of my laptop. I just needed to finish this story then I could leave this inn that I had only come to for peace and quiet.
The once bright room, was now completely dark aside from the glare of my computer screen. I looked at what I had written. I couldn’t even remember what I had wrote. I scrolled through my word document. Twelve pages of absolute shit. It made absolutely no sense. It looked like it was mostly latin. The whole freaking story. I didn’t even know any latin. My eyes were entranced on one paragraph in particular. It was different than the rest.
Tick Tock. Tock Tick. Tick Tock. Tock Tick. Tick Tock. Tock TIck. TICJHTR TIFSJZ TOCK TICK TICK TOCRYI TOCK TICK. TICHKEKOPREOPTSJOPAFDIOSDFATICK TOFOCJPSDJOP
My mind was drawing a blank and all I could hear was that fucking clock. It was calling my name. First it came as whispers. Little nothings, but now it was screaming at me. It felt like a slap in the face. I had to write but I couldn’t. If only that Clock would stop yelling. It must have been past midnight, which meant I had been sitting here for hours. I slammed my fragile laptop shut and threw it on the floor. It was still in one piece so I picked it up and pulled. The top detached with a snap and the screen that was once bright and luminescent was now blank. Rage was coursing through my veins.
Tick Tock, Tick Tock. The Clock was mocking me now. The golden pendulum was swinging back and forth in a current motion. Back and forth. There was nothing else I could do. It was the Clock’s fault. If it weren’t here I would have written a perfect story, went back home and carried on. What would my boss do if I had no story. That was just it, this was the last straw. I wouldn’t let my career wither because of this fucking Clock. The Clock was laughing at me. Tick Tock, Tick Tock. Mocking my failure. I was not a failure.
I didn’t even remember how I got there, but I needed to finish the story. My fist smashed through the face of the Clock. The intricate golden details stopped my fist from going any further. The hands were still moving so I went for them next. They snapped off easily like twigs. I held them in my hands and hurled across the room. The raging monster inside of me was still hungry. I remembered the pleasure I felt when the laptop broke. I had powerl. I needed to feel that again. It felt like all the force that the Clock once had was coursing through my body. The only thing left to do was to push the Clock. My rough hands gripped the curves of the wooden Clock. They fit perfectly in my hands. With all my might I shoved the Clock. All at once the body of the old Grandfather Clock reached the floor. The glass encasing the gears and pendulum smashed from impact. Glass was scattered all over the floor. I walked over towards the Clock and the glass underneath my shoes crunched. My breaths were ragged but I listened. The ticking was gone. I let out a sigh of relief and collapsed to the floor. I didn’t care about the glass. Once I fell the ticking began, this time louder and more aggressive than the others. I closed my eyes and hoped for it to be over but it was taking over my thoughts. It was all I could hear, it was dictating my thoughts. The Clock had won. The Clock would always won against us.
Monday, September 22, 2014
The Perfect Photo
I was trying to get the perfect picture of a great white shark breaching off the coast of Southern Africa. It took longer than expected to acquire a boat to suit my needs and set out into the sea. I thought I would be able to simply travel to South Africa, buy the boat I needed and quickly find a crew, however time doesn't always seem to work the way you want it to.
Once I was finally out on the ocean, I set up the camera first. I then went to set out the foam and rubber seal as bait. We threw out the fish blood, and then waited. We waited for what seemed like an eternity, yet an eternity was not enough time, because the sun still slipped farther and farther down the sky.
The ocean water seemed far too still without a beast breaking through the surface. The air was too salty, it reminded me of what creatures were lurking below my boat, refusing to be photographed. I couldn't eat because of the anxiety stirring in my stomach, thinking about the possibility of failure.
¨We'll have to go back to shore soon, it's getting late, there won't be any sun soon," one of my crewmates warned me.
¨Yes, I know." I said simply, considering my options.
I knew that if we kept waiting and a shark never came, then time would be wasted that I could have spent planning a second attempt at getting a photo, if that was even possible. But giving up would have been a failure in my eyes. I gave the sharks a little more time to get the chance to be the star of my photo.
¨Let's just wait a little while longer." I told my crew, hoping they would understand how desperate I was. Hoping that they too wanted to see one of the mightiest creatures in action.
Some nodded, others looked bored.
Anxiety continued to build in my chest, however, I tried my best to be patient.
My patience soon rewarded, because soon a great white did impress me, and I got the picture I was looking for.
It was so monstrous it was hard to believe that it was a normal creature. The sound of it crashing out of the ocean was astounding, and suddenly it was flying through the air. I felt my heart beat harshly against my chest, ecstatic over my luck. Its jaws were open wide, thinking it was reaching for a fatty seal, instead, a fraud. I's grey body glistened in the afternoon sunlight. It looked terribly vicious, yet graceful. I quickly clicked my camera, taking as many pictures as I could. The head of our fake seal hung out of the side if its mouth. The shark's fin flapped around for a moment, and then it went back home, under the waves, carrying the fake seal with it.
Thursday, July 10, 2014
Beginnings are always harder than endings.
In my experience, when there is an ending,
you just know it; it just feels right.
But knowing where to begin just seems foreign to me.
I’m stuck, which is strange since I’m given the world as inspiration.
I’m staring at the ‘S’ key and wondering why it’s tilted slightly to the left.
Sometimes it sticks when I type too.
I guess I hadn’t realised until the problem started
just how many words depend on that one letter.
Soft, sulk, silly, sing, slimy, snuggle.
This page has been blank for hours.
I’ve deleted these words so many times
because I just don’t know how to tell you about myself.
How can I explain what’s going on in my mind
when I’m not even sure myself?
Sometimes I think I’m crazy.
I should just drop myself off at the loony bin
and save my poor mother the trouble.
I could room with my great-uncle, he’s at a nut house too.
He has dementia, which is unfortunate,
but hey, just roll with the punches I guess.
Is it crazy to think…
I don’t know, maybe I just shouldn’t think.
We can revisit that thought later I suppose.
I remember one time when I was only
seven or eight or nine maybe,
I met my best friends for the first time.
We were supposed to stay together forever,
which for the most part is what happened.
But when she moved a few years ago
we just drifted apart a bit.
We get coffee on Tuesdays,
but it’s been three Tuesdays now since the last time we met.
Life just keeps getting in the way.
Are all relationships like that?
Are we just bound to separate from one another eventually?
I heard she has a boyfriend now.
Maybe it’s not the memories of people that we keep,
but rather the way we remember them that sticks with us.
I never listened to country music until my grandfather died,
and I never appreciated time with my grandmother as much as I do now.
I eat corn beef hash because it was his favorite.
I chew spearmint gum because that was always what was in his pocket.
I like the smell of black licorice; it reminds me of him as well.
My grandfather died the Christmas before last.
I remember because I was wrapping his present when I got the call.
I made him a wooden replica of his boat, which I painted as well.
It was really terrible, truly the ugliest thing you’d ever laid eyes on,
but I know he would’ve liked it.
Love is strange in that way.
Am I crazy?
Am I crazy to think that all of these connections
can really mean something significant?
Is it abnormal that I think they do?
Is it weird that I see the connections like a web through the air,
tangling the hallways of school, the streets of town.
The old man loves the store clerk
who is married to the doctor
who is treating a man who was hit by a car
driven by none other that the old man’s son.
Is it strange that I’m so intrigued by all these things,
these new meanings and reasons to believe that we’re all tied together?
Is it strange to want to be the one who makes a difference,
the one who finds these meanings?
Is it crazy to want to fit in and stand out?
I want to be the one that figures it out,
but I don’t at the same time.
I’m scared, terrified even, to imagine so many simultaneous impossibilities
in a way that’s so overwhelmingly exhilarating.
Perhaps I even get stuck in the web,
tangled and forgotten, left behind in the anarchy.
But that’s what’s so enticing, I suppose,
the thrill of getting caught up in everything
while still trying to sort it all out.
But then again, how can one simply figure out life?
It must be impossible to do, so why even try?
I guess that’s part of the risk though;
you have to be willing to take that chance.
Take the chance to notice, to become involved, tangled even.
To be the identifier or the puzzler.
To be the profiler or the detective.
It takes one to notice, and another to piece it together.
Then there are the people who do both.
Which one am I, do you suppose?
I hope it’s the latter.
But does anyone really know,
truly and honestly know for certain,
who they really are?
I’m not making much sense.
I must be crazy.
The Angel on Park Street.
I knew he was an angel
From his glow.
It radiated from his body,
And illuminated his head,
And distracted from the
Foul, reeking garbage he was sleeping on.
He didn’t sing hymns,
But instead hummed to himself,
Tunes that make you miss home
And regret skipping church last Sunday.
He whistled through the gap
Where a tooth once was.
There was no harp in sight,
But he did make music
By shaking the few spare coins in
His red Solo Cup.
And although I looked,
I couldn’t make out his halo,
Which surely was hidden
Beneath his dusty hood,
Attached to his dusty jacket
With the frayed, damp sleeves
And broken zipper.
But, look beneath the soot,
The long, cracked fingernails.
You’ll surely see an angel,
Self Portrait At 18
Recently I’ve been buying a lot
of scratch tickets, and I’m not sure
if it’s because I want to scratch off
some extra luck or that I like getting
annoying black remnants all over
It’s not the latter.
I haven’t jumped for joy yet,
probably because the chance of contracting
a super rare disease is higher than winning
the amount of luck that I am hoping for.
But I keep getting these vivid dreams of
me, holding winning numbers in my hand,
screaming at the top of my lungs that “I
WON THE LOTTERY!”
Around the age of five is when my brain
began to retain concrete memories, that
even now seem like completely strange
dreams. Although according to my mother
I actually was on a playground that was shaped
like a whale: New Hampshire’s museum of
The more I think about the whale playground
the more I wonder about the connections
between dreams and memories, and
whether or not either one stays real
long enough to hold onto it completely.
Just the other day, one of my memories
was debunked to be a dream, although
it still seems too real to be imagined. I
Meredith is standing next to the table
holding a check for one thousand dollars;
a graduation present. For a minute I thought
it said ten thousand.
Am I dreaming right now?
Or is this a memory in the
I’ll never know.
And each lottery ticket is a piece of a dream
that is supposed to become a memory of mine,
a memory to hold on to, a memory that is
real, but every time I lose, the dream fades away
more and more.
Until it isn't there at all.
Self portrait at 18.
“The same thing every day”
The same thing every day.
I wake up and take a shower.
Burn my toast.
and try to persuade my mother to let me stay home.
I show up here.
I'm late as usual.
wandering the halls figuring out the block.
only to be told that I have to walk back downstairs.
I walk in class the same time as the stoners.
this looks real good.
“she won’t expect anything”.
we were very wrong, she knows.
I didn’t read the chapters assigned last night.
In my opinion the book is terrible.
Your pop quiz rendered useless.
It’s only designed to lower my GPA.
Kid next to me, turn your music down.
I get it. You’re a free spirit.
Also, don’t rap the lyrics while you walk down the hall with your hat on.
I really don’t want to hear what you’re listening to.
Do I have to fit in a certain group in order to survive here?
it seems to be that way for everyone else.
in their cliques. Almost impossible to break into.
Everybody has their own gang.
You have to dress or act in a certain way to be a part of something.
Labeled. Everybody has a label.
They think they know fashion because they read an article in Vogue Magazine.
Whose idea was it to wear tribal printed pants?
What tribe do you belong to?
I think those people look terrible in that magazine but that’s my opinion.
When you finally break away, You’re different.
You’re a minority among the rest.
Colleges don’t want me.
Denying me because of a number.
They don’t know who I am or how hard I work.
They only pay attention to a number on a sheet of paper.
That sounds fair to me.
Life isn’t fair.
You learn this more and more as you grow older.
Everything depends on numbers and math was never my thing.
When you leave this place, you receive a piece of paper.
Four years for a sheet of paper.
Four more years follow that for another.
So here I am again.
Sitting at a desk doing work that I have no desire to do.
Nobody cares what you want here.
They follow what they have assigned.
If it’s nearly impossible for you, you only get farther behind.
I won’t do homework.
Just thought I’d let you know.
My life after this consists of me doing what I want.
I come here to do the work, when I leave I clear my mind.
I can only expect one thing.
I’ll do it all again come tomorrow.
It cloaks the city in denseness
wrapping its tendrils around
the peaks of buildings, spooking
gulls at its presence.
The chill rattles every bone of the
city seeping deep into the marrow
of each structure that spirals up
into the grey sky.
The city is lost between the
low-lying clouds of morning,
wandering to work in a haze of
The sun begins to peek its rays
into the opaque air, burning
the confusion away leaving only
the mystery to linger.
We grew up like sisters,
Separated at birth,
But she was a fairy,
Some sprite with an air of mischievous elegance.
Her laughter sounded like sunshine.
Mine resembled uncut grass.
She would attempt to mentor me,
In a way.
Being two months older
Gave her a thousand more hours of wisdom,
As I saw it.
She taught me funny jokes.
She did my hair,
And showed me how to be cool,
Although we were never quite
In the same league
When it came to that sort of thing.
As we grew older,
Her kindness and interest
In my uneventful life
She told me stories of her days
Spent at home, in the clouds,
With her angelic companions,
Who were as graceful and well-liked as she.
And I realized that if she had not been a part of my life
Since the day I was born,
Friends predestined by the bonds of blood,
This nymph would not have descended
From her woven throne
To spend time with me.
So for a while when I spoke with her
I was cautious, calculated,
Afraid of startling this creature
And sending her fluttering back
To that secret meadow from which she came.
But slowly, as the grass grows,
I have come to understand
That she will always return to this world
With the same pleasant curiosity
As when she left it last.
We have responsibilities now,
Hers divine and mine demure,
So it has become more difficult,
As the years progress,
To meet as we used to,
On Saturday afternoons
Where the shifting sky
Brushes the steady hills,
And the willows dip gently
Into the chattering brook.
When our paths do cross,
She greets me with the same charm,
As though she were frozen in time,
And my presence is what brings her back to life.
Nothing can change between us in the interim.
I am the same girl,
And she is the same goddess now
That we were eighteen years ago.
I haven’t seen her face in ages,
Though I sometimes hear that melodic voice
Caught in the wind.
It still feels like a warm summer breeze.
If you see her,
Please tell her I miss her.
I will not tread lightly
For fear of crushing her wings anymore.
I know now that she is strong.
We are strong.
If she still wants to share
Those enchanted stories,
I can be found in the garden
Awaiting her arrival.
While talking about college
We should really acknowledge
What certain schools represent
The Gators, Rams, Cowboys, and Cyclones
Have certain statistics that should be well known
Listen carefully because my facts are well shown
We’ll start with the University of Florida
It’s not all just classrooms and corridors
Some say the tuition is horrible
21,000 a year
Might sound sincere
But it’s not that great because that’s just in-state
Out of state is forty-three thousand
With 50,000 students enrolled, that might seemed crowded
But that’s not the money that is really counted
And Gainesville is the city where the school was founded
The endowment of UF is 1.359 bil
To some that number will give them chills
Some are in college just for the thrills
But in the end they will be stuck paying off bills
But some are in college with shoes to fulfill
Learn skills, and reach the top of the hill
Get a job and make a mil
UF is just your average large public university that a lot of kids attend
Not caring about the money that they’ll spend
Going to the school is really a trend
But we should really ascend to the west end
To get into here you’ll need more than a diploma
Stats like these will put you in a coma
Mr. Oklahoma State President
Is probably living rather pleasant
He makes about four hundred and thirty thou a year
And Pistol Pete is the mascot firing shots in the air
The school is about half women, and half men
And their basketball team just barely made the top ten
This school and Florida are rather comparable
Both their endowments are terrible yet tolerable
But a school like Iowa St. is more bearable
It’s endowment and tuition are lower which is a big difference
It’s because of its position
The schools location will drive you insane
Located in Ames
Such a boring place
This school disgraced and misplaced because it is landlocked
It will never be overstocked
Because it is locked in the middle of the country
Most of their students are in state
But you’ll see that is the usual case
Most students chose a state school
So they don’t have to throw all their money in the pool
Iowa St. is definitely a good choice
The only reason it has low attendance is because of it’s location and low voice
Last but not least is VCU
Located in a city that’s huge!
Richmond, Virginia with a population of more than two-hundred thou
With such a large endowment it will make you say wow
And just as the others go, there are less men than women
And the main ethnicities are white, black and Asian.
This schools attendance is a lot higher because of its alignment
That is the main influence on all the schools in my assignment
The bigger the city, the larger the school
And the lower the cost if it is a state school
So by majority rule
That is how these colleges speak for college in general
So if you get the chance
copy this all down with a pencil
Because it is sentimental and could be essential to help you get you credentials to succeed
That is all
To the Parents of (Insert Name Here)
Today your son
will be coming home
with a failing grade.
I’m so sorry
that your son
our rigorous curriculum.
As the Dean of Students
I recommend that your son
in the tutoring program
graciously offered by
the successful students of
Gloucester High School’s
National Honors Society.
This will take place in the library
on the second floor
at precisely 2:10.
on behalf of the entire faculty,
we send your family our regards
during this time,
as well as our deepest apologies
regarding your son
inability to achieve
the grades necessary
to receive a passing grade.
All my sincerity,
Mr. D. E. Ceptive
Dean of Students
The Turning of the Hands
It’s an important job, though not everyone sees it that way. A twenty-four hour job, no pay, no benefits, no nothing really, besides for the systematic ticking of the long minute hand and then, every hour, the click of the hour hand.
You start off small, as it should be. As I said, it’s an important job, so you have to prove yourself before you get onto the big stuff. You’ve got to work your way to the top.
For myself, I began inside of a child’s watch. I was in charge of the mouse’s arms, and had to control it along with the time. The boy got it at a theme park. I was new to the job and, if I do say so myself, was very good at it. I worked flawlessly, tirelessly, day after day, even after the boy lost me in the back of his mother’s car.
Doesn’t it get boring? you might ask. And you wouldn’t be all that wrong. There is a sense of tedium to it, I suppose. Second by second, minute by minute, and hour by hour, the days repeat. And repeat. And repeat…
But let’s not forget about potential promotions! As I said, I began in a child’s wristwatch, and while I don’t mean to boast about my accomplishments (of which there are many), I probably should inform you that I now reside in a rather nice-looking, foot-long in diameter clock hung up in the front of a college classroom. I’m an important asset to the class. At any given moment, you’d be sure to see an exhausted student, gazing up at me, hoping that I’ll show a time that is close to the end of the class. Without fail, I give them the exact right time, down to the second. I do believe that another promotion is due soon. I’ve done my job here for exactly 5 years, 301 days, 6 hours, 22 minutes, and 15 seconds... 16 seconds… 17… 18… 19…20…
I haven’t slipped up once.
There’s a danger, you know, to making a mistake. If you ever hear a person exclaim, “Where has the time gone?” and you look up to see that, indeed, it has appeared to have passed rather quickly, you can be sure that this is the fault of some overzealous newcomer recently put into that particular clock. There are also times when it seems to be treading through mud. It happens often, if a worker is becoming bored with his situation. This usually lasts only for a few hours before the worker remembers how important his job is. Sometimes, though, the worker never clicks out of it, and he stops for extended periods of time. This is a problem.
There was a time, long ago, of one particular worker. He was quite the role model for the rest of us. Started in a measly pocket watch and, within a decade, resided in the clock at Big Ben Tower. He was good at his job, great even, until the day that he decided to stop.
The city went into mayhem. Time itself froze. It remained that moment—three seconds past midnight—for five weeks. Crops no longer grew, families starved, people were in a panic. This is event is not documented because it was too dark to write. So, while it might not be in your history books, it is nevertheless true.
Then, suddenly, after over a month of this madness, the clock started again. The people—the few that were left, anyway--rejoiced. There was no explanation as to why it had stopped in the first place. All that we knew was that, when it started again, there was a new worker who resided in the clock.
Then, suddenly, after over a month of this madness, the clock started again. The people—the few that were left, anyway--rejoiced. There was no explanation as to why it had stopped in the first place. All that we knew was that, when it started again, there was a new worker who resided in the clock.
We're On Each Other's Team
The other night I heard somebody call Lorde ‘arrogant’. Now this person probably thinks this for one of two reasons: he is misinformed, or sexist. Let’s take a look at Lorde and why one might think she is ‘arrogant’. Lorde is a 16 year-old singer from New Zealand who looks, sings, and talks like she’s 25. As well as being an unreal singer and amazing writer, she is very outspoken. Recently, she has called out other female artists, most famously Selena Gomez, for not sharing her feminist values and sending a wrong message to young women. Now some might say that calling someone out for not sharing the same values is a little pretentious. But with that argument you’d have to say that Martin Luther King shouldn’t have stood up for civil rights because he shouldn’t have challenged someone else’s beliefs. Likewise, Lorde has every right to stand up for what she believes in. She’s also got to have a hell of a lot of courage to call out such high profile artists being as young and as new as she is. It’s not like she’s just nonsensically trashing them either, she makes very valid points and speaks with better diction than most people twice her age.
The other interesting thing about Lorde is that there’s never really been an artist quite like her. Her music is simplistic and melodic. Her message is clear. Her demeanor is calm, but confident. And I must reiterate she’s one of the smartest 16 year olds I’ve ever seen, especially compared to the normal pop artist stereotypes.
So, what makes her ‘arrogant’?
First, let’s take a look at the definition of arrogant:
1. having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one's own importance or abilities.
"he's arrogant and opinionated"
Now, as I have said before Lorde is definitely quite an outspoken individual. But not once have I ever heard her talk about how great or successful she was in an interview. That’s actually something else that separates her from the rest as well, she is incredibly humble. She never talks about how great she is or how much money she’s made from her huge success. In fact she sometimes seems overwhelmed by it all. Nor does she claim to be better than anyone. The things she is calling people out for is not their talent, it’s their message, which is standing up for what you believe in. So, based off the correct definition of the word ‘arrogant’, Lorde does not fall into that category.
So, why does this person think Lorde is ‘arrogant’?
My initial hypothesis was that this person is either misinformed or sexist. However now that I’ve written on, I think the answer is that the person who holds this opinion is both. He clearly does not know the proper meaning of arrogant, and thus thinks that Lorde is arrogant for her outspoken nature. So, that makes him misinformed. He is sexist because not only is Lorde outspoken, she is speaking out for women’s rights. Plenty of famous artists speak out about things, and I rarely hear them being called arrogant. Then this beautiful young woman comes along preaching feminism and boom, she’s an arrogant, outspoken bitch who needs to know her place. Opinions like these are the reason there is feminism. A woman cannot defend herself or her rights without being looked down upon. And this has always been the case. African Americans, who were considered property in the United States for hundreds of years, were granted the right to vote nationally in the United States before women. The only other reason women were granted the right to vote in a state pre-19th Amendment, which was done in Wyoming in 1890, was because it was advantageous for the state of Wyoming: with women voting they had enough voters to be considered a state in the United States of America. They didn't actually care about women's rights. Even today, women are often put down for speaking their mind. So, by calling Lorde arrogant for standing up for what she believes in, this person is buying into the culture that has oppressed women, opposed feminism, and dominated American culture throughout it’s entire existence.
His name is Max.
Max is currently a lot of things, things such as a college drop-out, single, and a mailroom employee at the big law firm his dad used to work at.
Six months ago Max wasn’t any of those things. Well, he was still single, but he was single and loving it.
Six months ago is when Max’s father Dean passed away from heart troubles the doctor said were caused by twenty-five years of heavy smoking. It broke his mother’s heart, but it completely ripped Max’s heart out of his chest and shredded it to pieces.
Suddenly school wasn’t for him, and his days spent sulking in his dorm room faded to days spent sulking in the mailroom. He was given the job partly because his mother spent hours on the phone begging them, and partly because the company felt bad for him; his dad was a big wig around there, the sharpest lawyer they had.
He supposed it was the familiarity that the smell smoking had that made him pick up the habit. His dad was perfumed with the smell of tar from the Marlboro’s he smoked, which happened to be one of the distinct things Max could remember about him.
After lunch Max stood outside on the sidewalk and pulled out a cigarette. A woman was leaning against a light post, inhaling her bad habit. She looked up at Max, “Want a light?” she thrusted a lighter in Max’s direction.
“Thanks,” he said grabbing it.
Max breathed in and quickly exploded into a fit of coughs. He felt like there were hammers pounding against his lungs and chest, fire searing his throat. “You okay?” her face was coated with concern, worry lines forming near her eyes.
“Yeah,” he sputtered out through coughs.
“You know, you look so familiar, kid.”
“Nah,” Max waved her off dismissively.
“Yeah, I know I know you from somewhere,” she didn’t look familiar at all to Max. Her coarse brown hair was tied up in a vibrant orange scrunchie that looked like it was from the eighties, and her business suit was worn on the elbows. “What’s your name?”
“Max Andrews,” his cigarette was dangling in between his fingers.
“Wait a minute,” her eyes seemed to light up. “You’re Dean’s son.” Her eyes looked Max up and down. “You are, aren’t you?”
“I’m Eleanor,” she said. “An old pal of your dad’s.”
Confusion grew on Max’s brow. “An old pal, really?”
“Dean and I used to do what we are doing right now, every day. Hands down, rain or shine, here we would be across from each other, smoking. Though its a shame what happened to him, I’m sorry for your loss.”
Max accepted the sympathy lightly. It never helped him when people said sorry. Yeah, sorry your dad died, sorry that happened. Like it was their fault or something. The only people that should be apologizing are the tobacco companies.
“I know this might be kind of personal, but why are you smoking?”
It seemed stupid to say that it reminded him of his dad, because now all it seemed to emulate was his death. “No reason,” he kicked the ground at his feet.
“Look, Max, this is a really nasty habit. You don’t need it. I know your dad is saying that you don’t need it either.”
Max slumped against the building to his back. He looked at his watch, deciding it was time to go back to work. “Hey, I got to go.” Max left without another word, turning the corner back to the main entrance of the building, smushing the cigarette hard into the cement sidewalk as he went.
“The room was dark…”
The room was dark. Flooded with the sounds of people talking and glasses clinking. The smell of beer and cigarettes overpowered any other scents. Outside, the next band was unloading their instruments and equipment. The rain was falling down and gathering underneath the streetlights. A younger man and an older man stood next to each other, waiting for the next band to go on stage.
“ These guys are great. They know exactly how to put on a show,” The younger man said.
“If you call turning your volume up and screaming your lyrics good, then you know nothing.”
The band finally came out on stage. They began to set up. They seemed to be nervous by the way they handled their instruments and fumbled their chords. The singer's voice seemed a little bit shaky as he introduced the band. His knuckles were white due to clenching the microphone so hard. It was clear that this was their first gig.
“It isn’t the way the lyrics are sung, it’s the lyrics all together. They get the message across,” The younger man added in.
“Doesn’t sound like a message to me. Sounds like someone's made up problems. I can bet you that this kid has never faced an actual problem in his life. He’s a fraud.”
“So what about you? You were up there earlier. Most of your lyrics were about the hardships that you’ve faced. How can I know if they were real or not?”
“Son, I can assure you that those were real problems. I’ve been around a hell of a lot longer than you have. I’ve dealt with more things and had to work my way past them”
The younger man realized that the older man was serious. He could tell by the look on the man’s face that nothing he said was made up. He seemed to put his head down in almost a state of embarrassment.
“You gonna head up there tonight?” Asked the older man.
“No, I have nothing to say. No message to get across to the people.”
“Music isn’t just about the bad times boy. It’s about what a man’s got on the inside. Lyrics don’t matter. Hell, the sounds all together don’t matter. Long as you can get up there, and put some heart in it, nothing else matters.”
The band on stage was playing. The multi-colored beams from the lights were on them.The younger man listened closely. He blocked out the sounds of the other instruments and focused solely on the lyrics. At first, it sounded like it was coming from the heart. He didn't notice much of a difference. Listening more and more, he realized that the problems being rattled off were just generic. ¨I hate my job, I have no money, she broke my heart.¨ He soon realized that the older man was right.The show was over. Everyone piled out front and began talking and smoking. The rain had stopped now, leaving behind a shimmer underneath the streetlights. It was warm now. The breeze went by the trees softly. The younger man finally came outside, looking for the older man he was next to earlier. After looking around through the crowd for a while, he stopped. Though the younger man never saw the older man again, his message stayed with him.