I am Nicole,
the most beautiful witch in the universe.
i see something beautiful around me always;
The sunrise and
the glistening sea.
i hear the night's whispers
when all is quiet.
i want to escape
Into my world
and forget everything for a while.
I am flying
far into the night sky
and no one can stop me
as I look upon the world.
My world.
I pretend i am me,
before thoughts and definition.
i understand when i watch
not when i speak
I wonder.
i reach for the world, the sky,
Your hands.
i worry that i will do wrong,
and disappoint the people counting on me
i cry
in the night
when no one is around
to hear me.
I am only human
like everyone else.
i say nothing
as i watch the world run by me.
i dream of times far from now,
i dream of the unreasonable
i dream of the irrational.
i try. i try to try.
My efforts soar alongside me
i hope
i can
Prevail
I am who I make myself to be.
